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Mar 5th, 2010 2:47 pm

Maybe it isn't really time to write this yet.

Maybe the lengths one goes to to hide things is record enough of the difficulty of coming to this kind of decision. I can feel that sleepy half of my mind still upset about it. Still feeling cursed. The waking half doesn't feel so very different.

It's true though. It needed doing, so I did it. Or halfway did it. Then again I've always been weak like that. I couldn't kill Iesha either, or any of my childer that weren't completely broken. Then again, I'm not sure he isn't completely broken. But maybe he'll sleep all that Dominate off and all that blood off and in a decade or ten have an honest go of it. We can hope anyway right?

Goodnight murder diary, for now anyway.